Do or Die

It’s this damn world that stolen my innocence
With taking my soul & heart for this violence
It’s all about the phrase “Do or Die”
Is it the death a way to say goodbye!

I started this art from the age one seven
Still remember that night of late 89
Poverty never fed my hunger in the last week
Honestly I’m weak but not meek
It’s dark out here in the absence of white moon
Now, I’m going to murder someone so soon
Prayed for my prey, don’t come out of the home
If he comes, I’m sure that he’ll be resting in a tomb
Fate is always against me, oh… shit
Trying to learn about the murder a lil’ bit
I’d a .44 magnum looted from a junkie
Which is sleeping under my black hoodie
I saw a red mustang rolling on the street
Whooping Bon Jovi's "Living in Sin" beat
I jumped from the dark in the silence
Holding a Cleaver for a messy violence
When I reach the side of the door
I noticed this man and sweated more
He’s short and smoking a Jamaican Macanudo cigar
Pulled the knife and kept at his neck in vigor
I said, “”Gimme just 10 dollars for your life”
What the fuck? He showed a magnum on his side
Panic, fear, fright… whatever you say
I don’t had the guts to murder anyway
He hasn’t failed to observe my shiver
So, tried to take away the car quicker
My knife tore his larynx and took his bliss
With the blood splashing all over the glass
“I did it”, that was my last word in that place
Quickly ran away after losing all my grace

It’s a bloody morning of the next day
I don’t had money for the food to pay
Roaming like an animal with an empty stomach
While my fingers rubbing my black mustache
Had a devil in my head to make me rob again
It wins as its damn good in the bargain
I saw this white lady in a blue tops and jean
She’ll ruin any of us with her calmly mien
Am I racist? If you’re in the middle of hunger
Do you give a fuck about the skin color?
Oh, how come I’m not shivering now?
Am I quite skilled for this shit to do so?
I’m moving very closer from her back
Just holding my Fofo in a polythene bag
Click Clack! My gun roared at her temple
I spit the Harry Callahan words in rumble
Go ahead, make my day… you slut!
Money or life, now you’ve your fate
It’s not my best intention to take your life
Mind you, I’ve nothing to lose on my side
Damn it ain’t worked, she tried to puff pepper spray
I shot her twice confirming her as a my second prey
Very slowly I took her bag & all the jewelry
To quench my hunger after successful burglary
In this moment, I don’t feel anything wrong
Just thinking J J Cale’s “Crying’ Eyes” song
Now I agree, killing is just like the game of chess
It makes you as rich when you’re in that business …
Oh… Did I really mean this to happen?
Or my survival of the fittest was now proven!?

Angel...

Girl, do you know?
I’m in love now, how?
It’s you, I wish to talk
Let me hold your hands for the long walk...

Some thinks I’m an insane
Who burns his soul in acid flame
I would like to tell them not to blame
That, love got me into this game!

It’s the pain that slowly eats my heart
People ask, why you love and get hurt
I smile at them to say
If you love, you should pay!

Look at your cheeks, its red in shy
When I touched your luring eyes
I’ll cry in late night coz of fear
Now, it’s happiness that brings the tear...

What you want me to do alone?
Locked up in this hell like a felon
Without you, I’m a worthless scrap
Now, I’ll agree that love is a trap!

Ain’t touched no women, so
Kiss me in the lips or I won’t let you go
Bob Dylan said “No women No cry”
But I say, “Don’t make women cry”!

So far life showed me ups and downs
Till now, I didn’t gave up or frown
You looked gorgeous, that's why we fix
Sure, you'll be a loving mother of six!

Cryin’ Rainbow!!!

Eh Girl,
Is it you I’m searching all my life
I promise, you’ll be with me so safe
I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie!
I got a lot to say
So, I guess I'll start by
Saying that I Love You...

Girl... I'm not your kind
With clear flowing mind
I was never questioned by a girl till now
Like Who-What-When-Why- to the How
Now, I've started liking that
When you keeps on asking it
It's not easy for a girl to propose
Sure that it ain't got hidden purpose
I don't know about those fools
Who says lightening never hits twice
Probably they've missed out her eyes

My heart fills up with happy tears
Knowing you're in my life forever
It's the smile that touched my heart
With your eyes tearing me apart
Nowadays it becomes hard for me to sleep
Every time you make my mind & soul to slip
How many saw angel with wings
Like a hummer she sings
We exchanged the wedding rings
Love is what she brings
I owe, will love her till my life ends...

Art Of Kiss...

It's the art of kiss
Please don't miss...

Eyes closed,
heart beating fast,
arms tightly
held around
your body pressed
with mine.

Slowly,
gently,
your sweet lips brush
with mine.

March'15

What do you say mate?
Isn’t a perfect date!
It ain’t the same as usual
Everything is damn so special...

Girl, with holding your hand
Lil’ walk on the beach sand
Your kiss was a sweet shock
Like the rain in summer, for frog
Stretching my arms as the wings
Your smile was a drizzle in spring
Wanna share with you a truth now
In full moon, you’ll be a moonbow
When you leaned on my shoulder
I bet, no other moment would be better

In the evening pleasant weather
I realize, We’re made for each other
Touches & gestures all over the day
Can’t love wait till the end of May?
It’s the best spring which brings
Our life together under its wings
I apologize, for holding you in the bus
Have acted like crazy, I guess
I never had the guts to say goodbye
When we’re in final moment of that day!

Apologetic...

Oh, not again,

It’s my testing times

Pouring the acid all over

Pleading the life to start over!

Sorry for hurting you girl

I acted as an idiot from hell

So, I apologize for that, Yo

For showing my stupid EGO

You made me to feel shame

When my argument was lame

I regret for my foolish show

When you give nothing but love

Call me rogue, rascal or scoundrel

Who doesn’t know how to treat a girl?

I surrender, heart & soul to my sweet foe

Coz, ain’t got anything to show my love!

Let me know how I’m

Sometimes I act like a moron

Pardon me if I do something wrong

Don’t cry yourself so long

Slap me hard if I break your heart

I grew up very fast as a bad kid

Tears roll fast in gravity when I cry hard

I never do things that make you to feel sad

People always say I’m born as a sin

My soul burns when I give pain

To the loved ones of mine

I may be filthy but now feeling guilty…