Lonely

Behold Christ!
It's not the way I wannna be
Strike out the word that cursin' me
Just wondering or wanderin'
In search of a happy evenin'
Keep out of my way...
My heart changed like a sway...

I do had the personality at eighteen
With the collar bones n' muscle tighten
Gave my motorcycle to that bitch to drive
She didn't see the truck in da 10th mile
Everything happened in da fraction of time
She jumped off the seat n' made the lane
I got struck in between the tyres
Want to cry but ran out of tears
Had mulitple fractures all over my body
Doc says meet you in hell... he's crazy
GF failed to turn back n' say hi
I phoned her to say muthaf***ing bye
So many prayers, tears filled the place
They even kept calling me Scarface
It changed my life since then
discontinued of becoming an intern
None can recognize after my discharge
My dad was always there to encourge
Tried out for an f***ing adventure... in my dad's expenditure

It's not the way I wannna be
Strike out the word that cursin' me
Just wondering or wanderin'
In search of a happy evenin'
Keep out of my way...
My heart changed like a sway...

Was in hydrolic gym to pull my figure
Joined the team as a quarterback nigger
Got the fans through out the county
became a ace player in the game of rugby
I've shown the world what i'm capable of
If you weren't with me, then f*** off!
Dad, you got me out of the cocoon
Thanking friends for the love they've shown
Met this girl on the way in the woods
Why I'm running n' hiding like a hood?
She came behind me at all the time
Finally, I broke my silence line
After the date, we went out everywhere
It ended when she asked to drive my car
Had left the girl there all alone
You can say loud that I'm a felon
I still remember the past of me
It's all over so there can't be a WE
I'm living now with my game... without giving damn

It's not the way I wannna be
Strike out the word that cursin' me
Just wondering or wanderin'
In search of a happy evenin'
Keep out of my way...
My heart changed like a sway...